I wrote this poem in October of 2023.
this time I’ll give myself permission
to let my body explore pleasure
with someone else
telling myself,
“This time I’m keeping it casual,
it’s nothing serious, it’s not a big deal”
I’m just ready to once again
share my sexual magic
write erotic poems about a human
and not my vibrator
it’s time to break my vow of celibacy
and let someone in on my sexual energy
Life on the BPD 
I’m new to your blog as you know. I get such a kick out of your honesty and writing style –
“share my sexual magic
write erotic poems about a human
and not my vibrator
it’s time to break my vow of celibacy”
and let someone in on my sexual energy”
Over the past year or so, I’ve thought about becoming asexual, but it’s proven to be impossible. A moment always arrives. I can’t control myself and wind up masturbating and know there’s nothing quite like going bonkers over someone’s body and ideally, getting the opportunity to actually act out the fantasies with a real person or maybe fantasy is better?
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