poetry: statistics

I wrote this poem in July of 2022.

I’m paid less than everyone according to the statistics
and it’s simply because of my ethnicity and gender
at times I get mad about this
but then I’m like, it is what it is
and won’t change in the near future
instead I continue to work hard for my and my kids betterment
and try my best to live out my immigrant dream

poetry: close to perfect

I wrote this poem in July of 2022.

he’s loved me from the start even if I’ve been high maintenance
his love has never wavered even when I came home pregnant at 17
he never took away his encouragement
even though I married a man almost as old as him
he is my papi-
he’s not perfect in any shape,way or form
but his love is almost close to perfect

poetry: cochran street

I wrote this poem in July of 2022.

Cochran street was supposed to be our bright new start in a new country
naive immigrants we all were thinking america would accept us
thinking our family would have our back
instead my parents were exploited and me and my siblings
were treated like indentured servants-
we never talk about how the toxic it all was

or the trauma it brought or how we tried to fit in a country
where we were squares in a peg holes
and how dad fell further into his addiction and depression
and we don’t talk about any of this because dirty laundry
is never aired out in public

poetry: Cuzco, Peru

I wrote this poem in July of 2022.

in Cuzco, Peru around 1985

I was supposed to have been born in Cuzco
but drama kept me away until I was two
cusco saw me walk for the first time
cusco saw me blossom with the attention and affection
of my family and everyone else
I learned to be happy with the new freedom my legs gave me
but one day that changed when I was four
when the baby sitter hurt me -hurt me for being spoiled
hurt me for having la tez clara
and she gave me a phobia of water
and my resilience created an imaginary friend Calinchia
to help me face and process what happened to me
and eventually blocked my trauma

poetry: when I’m 54

I wrote this poem in June of 2025.

I hope to continue to be this person when I’m 54

When I’m 54, I want some things to stay the same and others to change
I want to love freely unafraid and unashamed and without apologies
without the anxiety I have right now that one day he’ll leave
I want to have the same creative energy that motivates me,
and continue to share mine and my family’s stories
that will continually be seen and make me succeed
I want to not worry so much if it’s a matter of when this epidemic
of violence and madness reaches someone in my family
or live with the fear one of my loved ones will be detained
I want to have hope for the future of my children and descendents
that when I leave this earth things will be better for them
because I did the work so they didn’t suffer and can enjoy life a bit more
also , I want to be filled with financial stability where I’m not doing financial gymnastics
to pay my bills on time and an no longer a slave to my debt
but mostly when I’m 54, I want to have evolved as a healer
who continues to share her light in this world as a poet, writer, and storyteller

poetry:messy

I wrote this poem in June of 2025.

dating a soldier in not for the weak in these modern time
especially now with a civil war and WW3 on the horizon
our new love story could be cut short if he’s deployed
Things can get complicated and messy
if end up dehumanizing or ripping apart families like mine
because its his job
it makes me wonder if we were foolish in the throwing caution
to the wind and getting into a relationship
it makes me wonder if we have any chance of working out

Paula by Isabel Allende *spoiler alert*

Paula by Isabel Allende

If you could change the ending of any book, which one would it be?

I’ve recently finished rereading Paula by Isabel Allende. It’s a memoir that Isabel Allende wrote while her daughter was in a coma. Allende wrote about the extra ordinary life she’s lived. Like that woman went through a lot of hardships, from being raised by a single mom in 1940s Chile to moving around a lot because of her step-dad’s job to being exiled in the 70s and she had to seek out refuge in Venezuela. She wrote this book with hope that her daughter would wake up from her coma to read it. Sadly, that didn’t happen because her daughter died at the end. So, I wish I could change that part and that some kind of miracle would have come through for Paula and she would have woken up from her coma.

poetry: bitch

I wrote this poem in June of 2025.

women’s empowerment is sold and neatly packaged with sabrina carpenter’s new album
always the heroine for this consumerist society even if the intentions feel a bit icky,
feel a bit 1950s, with a man pulling her hair like a bitch giving off sub energy
that feeds into the handmaiden narrative of America is trying to write for women
and with the shitstorm of the past 2 weeks, I don’t feel sane enough to form an opinion yet,
except that this feels like a weirdly perverse distraction from the rise of fascism
taking place in our country

poetry: warzone

I wrote this poem in June of 2022.

you can go your own way-fleetwood mac

I’ve walked through the warzone of my love life long enough to know
when a bomb is about to explode (when I fall of some guy’s dream girl altar)
It’s a minefield full of suppressed feelings
consequences of accommodating to a man’s ego
And I’ll tread ever so carefully
I don’t want to be alone, I just want to be loved,
I’ll bend and bend until you call me Gumby
Except I’m not and then I’ll snap and another bomb will go off
β€œYou’re crazy,” you’re dangerous” β€œ I don’t recognize you”
all for expressing my feelings and wanting respect and dignity

Mastering the Business Side of Creativity Without Losing Your Passion

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Mastering the Business Side of Creativity Without Losing Your Passion by Ian Garza

For small creative business owners, designers, writers, makers, and photographers, the work itself often feels electric, and everything around it can feel like a drag. Business management challenges stack up fast: money conversations, client expectations, messy timelines, and the constant fear that structure will smother artistic passion. Many creative entrepreneurs end up balancing creativity and business by pushing the admin tasks to late nights, then wondering why the spark starts to dim. With a few steady foundations, the business can support the art instead of competing with it.

Quick Summary: Creative Business Basics

  • Set pricing with confidence by choosing a simple strategy you can explain and stand behind.
  • Use basic contracts and clear invoices to protect your work and get paid smoothly.
  • Build a lightweight workflow that keeps projects moving without draining your creative energy.
  • Market authentically by showing your work and values in a way that feels like you.
  • Organize finances with simple systems so you always know what is coming in and going out.

Set Up Your Creative Business in One Clean Pass

Here’s one way to walk through this.

This process helps you put simple business foundations in place without smothering your creative energy. For general readers, it matters because a few clear defaults reduce stress, speed up payment, and prevent awkward client or contractor situations.

  1. Pick a basic legal structure you can live with
    Start with the simplest option that fits your reality today, not an imaginary future version of your career. If you are solo and testing demand, many people begin as a sole proprietor, then switch later if taxes, liability, or growth make it worthwhile. If you are weighing an LLC, use a clear state-by-state breakdown like Zippy LLCs to compare filing requirements and formation-service options without overthinking it. Write down what you are optimizing for this year: simplicity, protection, or scalability.
  2. Compare setup paths and choose your β€œtoday plan”
    Create a side-by-side list with three columns: β€œDo it myself,” β€œUse a formation service,” and β€œHire a pro.” Compare them by cost, time, and how confident you will feel filing and tracking basics. Choose the path that you will actually complete this week, because finish beats perfect.
  3. Set pricing with a minimum floor and a simple menu
    Pick a baseline rate that covers your time, tools, and admin work, then build a small menu of 2 to 4 common offers with clear deliverables. A quick way to keep your spark is to price for outcomes and boundaries, not endless revisions. Add one sentence to each offer that defines what β€œdone” means.
  4. Use an independent-contractor contract and stay consistent
    Use a straightforward contract template for every project, even with friends, so expectations stay calm and professional. If you ever hire help, start with a contractor vs employee classification assessment so you do not accidentally treat a contractor like staff. Watch for red flags like company-provided training that can blur the relationship.
  5. Invoice from a template and lock in a repeatable workflow
    Create one invoice template with your pay terms, late fee language if you use it, and a short description of what the client is paying for. Then build a tiny workflow you reuse: inquiry, scope, contract, first invoice, work, final delivery, final invoice, archive. Put it in a checklist so your admin takes minutes, not mental space.

You are building a container that protects your art, not a cage that limits it.

Streamline Admin with One Hub for Setup, Compliance, and Routines

Once your foundation is in place, the next win is making the day-to-day admin feel lighter instead of louder.

A comprehensive business platform can pull your scattered tasks, contracts, invoices, expense tracking, branding, and compliance, into one place, so you’re not rebuilding the wheel every time a new project lands. That kind of β€œsingle hub” setup reduces decision fatigue: fewer logins, fewer tabs, fewer half-finished systems competing for your attention. Whether you’re forming an LLC, keeping up with compliance requirements, creating a website, or handling finances, a platform like ZenBusiness can pair comprehensive services with expert support, helping you keep the back office moving without it stealing your creative energy. The result isn’t a more complicated business, it’s a simpler, more reliable one, where your tools and routines protect your time, keep your work organized, and make steady growth feel doable.

With that steadiness under you, marketing can shift from β€œugh, I should” to a repeatable, low-pressure way to be found by the right people.

Market Yourself Without Feeling Salesy: A Simple Playbook

Marketing gets a lot easier when it stops feeling like a separate personality you have to put on. The goal is an authentic marketing rhythm you can repeat, even on busy weeks, without draining your creative spark.

  1. Build a β€œsmall but sharp” portfolio: Pick 6–10 pieces that show the work you want more of, not everything you can do. Give each piece a 1–2 sentence caption: the problem, your approach, and the outcome (even if the outcome is qualitative, like β€œapproved on first round”). Put it all in one link you can drop into emails, proposals, and invoices so your admin β€œhub” supports your marketing instead of creating extra steps.
  2. Choose three brand anchors and reuse them everywhere: Consistent personal branding doesn’t mean a perfect aesthetic, it means people recognize you quickly. Decide on (a) one sentence for what you do, (b) three words for your vibe (e.g., β€œplayful, precise, calm”), and (c) two proof points (e.g., turnaround time, process, niche). A useful reminder is that a personal brand isn’t about performance, it’s about purpose, so keep your anchors tied to what you value, not what you think will β€œsell.”
  3. Write two case studies using a repeatable template: You don’t need a long blog, two solid β€œbefore/after” stories do a lot of heavy lifting. Use this structure: Context β†’ Constraints β†’ Your process β†’ Result β†’ What you’d do again. Keep each one to 200–300 words and add one image or screenshot. This gives you ready-made material for your website, pitch emails, and even a proposal section.
  4. Collect social proof like it’s part of the project: Add a 2-minute β€œwrap” step to your workflow: request a testimonial the day you deliver, while the win is fresh. Offer prompts so it’s easy: β€œWhat were you struggling with before?” β€œWhat changed?” β€œWhat would you tell a friend about working together?” The most common types of social proof include reviews, testimonials, user-generated content, and case studies, pick two formats and standardize them.
  5. Use low-pressure outreach that sounds like you: Save three short messages and personalize them in under five minutes: a β€œsaw your work” compliment, a β€œquick idea” relevant to their project, and a clear ask (a 15-minute call or permission to send a one-page scope). This works because it’s human; 45% of respondents say incessant advertising made them lose confidence in a brand, so lead with relevance and respect, not volume.
  6. Set a sustainable weekly marketing block (and track it like admin): Put one 30–45 minute block on your calendar for β€œvisibility”: update one portfolio caption, request one testimonial, send two outreach notes, or post one process photo. Keep a simple log in the same place you track invoices and deadlines so you can see what effort leads to inquiries. That clarity also makes it easier to set confident policies around deposits, boundaries, and what happens when the scope shifts.

Business Boundaries FAQs for Busy Creatives

Q: How do I set boundaries with clients without sounding β€œdifficult”?
A: Frame boundaries as a process that protects the work, not a rule that punishes people. Use simple lines like, β€œHere’s what I can deliver by Friday,” and β€œHere’s what needs a change request.” Put response hours and revision limits in writing before you start.

Q: What should a deposit policy actually say?
A: Keep it plain: the deposit amount or percentage, when it’s due, and that work begins after payment clears. Add one sentence on refunds, such as β€œDeposits are non-refundable once scheduling and prep begin.” Include the remaining payment timing tied to milestones or delivery.

Q: How do I stop scope creep when clients keep adding β€œtiny” requests?
A: Understand scope creep to name the issue, then offer two options: swap something out, or approve a paid add-on. This matters because uncontrolled requirement changes can derail projects, even when everyone has good intentions.

Q: When should I use a change order versus just being flexible?
A: Use a change order when the request affects time, deliverables, or number of revisions. If it’s truly minor, confirm it in one sentence in email so both of you agree on what changed. The goal is clarity, not bureaucracy.

Q: Can financial tracking be simple enough for tax time?
A: Yes: track income, expenses, and receipts in one place, and schedule a 15-minute weekly update. A practical starting point is pulling last year’s tax return so you know which forms and categories you’ll likely need again.

Small policies create big calm, and calm is where your best work shows up.

Simplify Your Systems So Your Creativity Stays Centered

When you’re trying to protect your creative spark, business tasks can feel like a constant tug-of-war with your time and energy. The steadier path is a simple, repeatable approach: start small, keep it consistent, and let confidence in business systems build through practice rather than pressure. With clear boundaries, basic tracking, and a few foundational business tools, finances and workflows stay tidy enough that decisions get easier instead of louder. A simple system you use beats a perfect system you avoid. Pick three tools, then schedule a 30-minute monthly business review to keep things honest and manageable as you begin scaling your creative business. That steady rhythm is what turns talent into resilience, stability, and room to grow.

Poetry: Homework

I wrote this poem in May of 2022.

me after walking/running in the rain

In therapy I’m supposed to write about the last thing that cause me grief
and I think it’s funny considering the tons of poetry and journal entries
I’ve written about it
I’m tired of writing about it, I’m tired of talking about it
I’m tired of thinking about it
and I want to tell my therapist I don’t have homework for this week
but this is part of therapy
this is what I need to address the unhealed trauma within
so I’ll write for the 1000th time about the last thing that caused trauma and grief
hoping my therapist will provide valuable insight on how to let go of it

poetry: almodΓ³var

I wrote this poem in May of 2019.

depression is ruining my life

And so she self medicated
with sleeping pills, alcohol
and Almodovar films
she wanted to drown out
the feelings of worthlessness
within her
she was exhausted
from repeating the same lust story
she needed just for today
to numb out her feelings,
to escape the fire in her brain
that burns with self-pity and self hate

poetry: Tacos de Carne Asada

I wrote this poem in April of 2025.

saliva drips from my month as a gentle desire overtakes me
tacos de carne asada with onions and cilantro in front of me
he knew exactly how to start melting the jaded and bitter bitch in me
he knew how to lure out the romantic in me who’s terrified to start anew
and while to some it may seem like a simple gesture
he knew that to me it meant everything