Pensaba que yo era la única que ocupaba un sitio en tu corazón nunca pense que llegaria el momento que me dirias “ya no te amo” nunca cruzó en mi mento que había otra mujer Pensaba que teniamos mas tiempo ahora estas en mi estante de imbéciles
Convertiste el amor bonito que teníamos en una pesadilla de traiciones y mentiras Estabas enamorado de ella todo el tiempo que estuvimos juntos y ahora me voy para siempre porque merezco mejor que gastar mi energía en un traidor
Escribi este poema en el 2002. Habia tronado con otro desgraciado infeliz y estaba bien triste y amarga.
Me quedo inquieta Al saber que no me querias Que no más fui para ti Otra mujer que te dio el sí Para permitir que hagas Todo lo que querías con ella Ojala que algun dia aprenderas Que nunca ganaras Con ser tan desgraciado Con tus feos modos Y aunque me parte el alma Tendré que ser capaz De superar todo esto Aunque tenga muchos lamentos tengo que prometerme a mí misma Nunca verte mas en mi vida Por que verte denuevo Me traería los mas tristesrecuerdos
Escribi este poema en el 2001. Estaba bien enojada y triste. Me sentia abandonada.
Dime que paso ¿Por qué rompiste nuestro lazo de amor? Dime que hice yo. Que me dejaste con este llanto Dime porque te fuiste Tu no sabes el daño que me hiciste Dime qué tiene ella Que ni siquiera dejaste tus huellas Dime que ya no me amas Y no te veo jamas Dime adios para siempre Y quítame estos amorosos lentes.
I wrote this in the summer of 2019 when Mr.Toxic had once again ghosted me. I think so much of me was obsessed with him because of the chaos he brought into my life. Also, even though I hate to admit it, he brought so much inspiration to my life that I ended up writing over 50 pages of poetry/ mini stories about him. He was my muse for a while and I think I became addicted to him.
There once was a girl and she fell in love with the ocean. The ocean engulfed her with its salt smell, and the warmth of the water on late nights. The girl swam and swam, deeper and deeper into the ocean-loving it more each day. One day the ocean got tired of the girl and decided to make the biggest wave to throw her back to the land. When the girl woke on land, she was disoriented, confused, lost and hurt. She wondered if her late night swims had been a beautiful and hopeless dream. So a few weeks went by and the girl returned to her normal reality of her every day . She went through her normal routine even though her heart hurt-she slowly recovered from the crash of the ocean and just as she was almost to her normal self. The ocean decided to call her back again. At first, she couldn’t believe it-she thought her ears were deceiving her-but it was clear that the ocean wanted her to swim in it again-for whatever reason. The girl felt special and lucky and even though she was hesitant -she swam again in the ocean. This time -it was deeper and more intense. She felt at one with the ocean. She felt honored to learn all of its secrets and was completely enthralled by it. She was finally beginning to feel safe and so vulnerable she started to float and let the ocean carry her. All of a sudden the ocean got tired and threw her again-this time the crash was way more devastating . It felt like she couldn’t breathe at times. She knew that she should deal better since this had happened once before but this time she cried more than ever. She felt worthless and used in every sense of the word. She wondered what sin she had committed that the universe had handed her such unimaginable and tremendous pain. It was hard this time to get back to normalcy. It was hard for her to go about her day and not burst into tears because her poor heart would spasm when something brought back the memory of the ocean. And then the process repeated itself a few more times. It was more exhausting and devastating each time. It’s like she couldn’t learn and see how damaging the ocean was to her soul. Finally there was a time where it was so brutal the girl finally learned to tune out the ocean’s song and she never swam again.