Healthy is boring
When you only know
pain, strife, and destruction
from those who claim to love you
Healthy is boring
when toxicity and chaos
and insecurity
ruled previous relationships
Healthy is boring
when “love” was a word
that held me hostage
to previous lovers
Healthy is boring
when for the first time
with a lover
you feel a sureness
With him
And you feel like you’re enough
Life on the BPD 
Sometimes I love when a smell evokes an old memory. Other times I wish I had amnesia and could forget about the people I’ve loved who dumped me. But we must carry on because who knows…on our deathbed, the nurse might become a love interest! What better way to slip into oblivion or wherever the hell we go.
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