men – Page 27 – Life on the BPD

Posted on September 8, 2022August 31, 2022 by pattytacuri · 1 Comment

Poetry: Ecstasy

I wrote this in the year 2001 after really good sex with my ex Paul. He was 29 and I was 19 at the time. It may have been the first or second time I think. He said to me right afterwards, “Don’t fall in love with me.” Man, I sure know how to pick them. Lol.

It’s always the “passion in me” that gets them..haha

He was beautiful
He made love to me with his eyes
He made me melt with the simplest caress
He made me feel like a woman
With his beautiful words and loving touch
We melted together as one
And finally as we reached the end
We knew that as we exploded in the ecstasy
that our lovemaking brought
We are one for the other
And we will be forever

Posted on September 7, 2022August 6, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poetry: Emotions

I wrote this poem in early 2006 about my husband. We have always had completely different love languages.

Emotions for you

sway from

Good to bad

Every day

And I wonder

Why “we” can’t ever be

Balanced

Instead of

the disorganized mess

that we are

Posted on September 4, 2022July 31, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poesía: El Infiel

Pensaba que yo era la única
que ocupaba un sitio en tu corazón
nunca pense que llegaria el momento
que me dirias “ya no te amo”
nunca cruzó en mi mento
que había otra mujer
Pensaba que teniamos mas tiempo
ahora estas en mi estante de imbéciles

Posted on August 31, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poem of the Day: Freed

Day 31 of doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. Today’s prompt was “Rain on my pane”

Posted on August 31, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poem of the day: Rain

Doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. Today’s prompt was “Rain on the pane”

Posted on August 30, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poem of the Day: Madness

Doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. The prompt was “Unburnt Pages”.

Posted on August 27, 2022July 31, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poetry: Something

There is something about you
that I’m attracted to
maybe it’s your laugh
or the way you talk
or maybe how you drive me crazy
when you touch me
I know what it is
You make me feel
EVERYTHING!

Posted on August 26, 2022August 26, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poem of the Day: I’m Bored

Doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. Today’s prompt was “Write me a Poem ” .

Posted on August 26, 2022August 26, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poem of the Day: I Want to Inspire You

Day 26 of doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. Today’s prompt was ” Write me a poem”.

Posted on August 25, 2022August 25, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poesía: Otra Estupida Mas

Here is the English version of this poem:

https://lifeonthebpd.com/2021/09/27/poetry-another-girl/

Me haces sentir una tristeza profunda
y me estoy deshaciendo por esto
no sé qué hacer
sabiendo que amas a otra
me siento desamparada
siento un alboroto interno
Y viéndote con ella
ahora veo que fui otra estúpida más

Posted on August 24, 2022July 31, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poetry: Free

I wrote this in 2006 when I was frustrated and fantasized about leaving my husband.

What if I don’t think?
About our precious link
And decide to go
Without letting you know
And let you wake up
Free of our never ending rut

What if I don’t feel your love
And am no longer good enough
And continue to fight for us
And leaving you becomes a must

What if I choose to be free
and leave you abruptly
and live my life without you
because I finally learned my value

Posted on August 23, 2022July 31, 2022 by pattytacuri

Poetry: I Love You

I love you
but I hate you
I miss you
but you’re a jerk
I desire you
but your love is awful
I want you here with me
but you make me suffer
I want to kiss you
but you steal my calm
I keep you in my heart
but with you I lose my mind

Posted on August 22, 2022July 31, 2022 by pattytacuri · 1 Comment

Poetry: Lame

This is another poem about the bio dad of my oldest son. Obviously I had a lot of anger directed at him that I should have gone to therapy for but instead I just wrote a lot of angry poetry. Ha.