Poem of the Day: The Dissociative American Dream
Poetry: False Stability *trigger warning*
I wrote this in March of 2020 as I was reflecting on my suicide attempt in December of 2016. I don’t remember writing this poem but that could be because it was a crazy time for me since I was an essential worker during COVID.
Appearances were kept well for 15 years
the husband, the salaried job, the 3 off springs
I pretended like everything was fine
And yet there were ominous signs
I never felt like my authentic self
and always felt false
I tried on this so called suburban bliss
and mediocre routines
but knew it just wasn’t me
So I ended up in profound misery
And one day I wanted to forever sleep
To forget my mediocre reality
I took 15 numb feeling pills
one for every pseudo happy year
I wanted to slip into a forever dream
to never wake up to my false stability
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Poetry: Ecstasy
I wrote this in the year 2001 after really good sex with my ex Paul. He was 29 and I was 19 at the time. It may have been the first or second time I think. He said to me right afterwards, “Don’t fall in love with me.” Man, I sure know how to pick them. Lol.
He was beautiful
He made love to me with his eyes
He made me melt with the simplest caress
He made me feel like a woman
With his beautiful words and loving touch
We melted together as one
And finally as we reached the end
We knew that as we exploded in the ecstasy
that our lovemaking brought
We are one for the other
And we will be forever
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Poesía: El Infiel
Pensaba que yo era la única
que ocupaba un sitio en tu corazón
nunca pense que llegaria el momento
que me dirias “ya no te amo”
nunca cruzó en mi mento
que había otra mujer
Pensaba que teniamos mas tiempo
ahora estas en mi estante de imbéciles
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Poetry: Let’s Go To Your Store
I wrote this in 2006 for my creative writing class.
Let’s go to your store
Where it’s like paradise
Where no one’s ignored
There is a nice white floor
And there are no cries
Let’s go to your store
Nobody is abhorred
Or ever sacrificed
Where no one’s ignored
Everyone is adored
And even told a few lies
Let’s go to your store
Confidence is restored
Because everyone tries
Where no one’s ignored
So take me on a tour
Where no one has a price
Let’s go to your store
Where no one’s ignored
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Poem of the Day: Freed
Day 31 of doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. Today’s prompt was “Rain on my pane”
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Poem of the day: Rain
Doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. Today’s prompt was “Rain on the pane”
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Poem of the Day: Madness
Doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. The prompt was “Unburnt Pages”.
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Poem of the Day: 1998
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Poetry: Grateful and Happy
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Poem of the Day: Greetings
Doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. Today’s prompt was “A Letter from Hell”.
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Poetry: The Horsefly Stands on Her Shrug
I wrote this in 2006 for my creative writing class.
The horsefly stands on her shrug
Doesn’t notice, doesn’t care
Blankness spilled across her pleasant face
The horsefly stands on her shrug
Not even a crumble of emotion
In her still hands and feet
The horsefly stands on her shrug
No longer is there a distinction
Between her and the marble
The horsefly stands on her shrug
The sun slowly starts to simmer her
As her wires start to show
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Poem of the Day: Camile Claudel and her Terrible Fate
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Poem of the Day: Life Choices
Day 27 of doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. Today’s prompt was “Up in Flames”.
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Poem of the Day: Fading Memories
Day 27 of doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. Today’s prompt was “Up in Flames”
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