Day 10 of doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. The prompt was “Leaves on the Road “.

Day 10 of doing a 31-day poetry prompt challenge. The prompt was “Leaves on the Road “.

I wrote this poem in August of 2023.

Am I doomed to men trying me on
just so they can change their minds-
days, weeks, months, years later
is it some kind of karmic energy in me
I still havenβt found the remedy for?
Perhaps I really need to stop trying
to find hope in love
and stick to whatβs working for me
and thatβs being alone
Here’s the English version of this poem:
Poetry: Dying Innocence
Temblaba con vergΓΌenza por la electricidad
que sentΓa entre sus piernas
serΓa esto la maldad del cual las monjas
que le habΓan advertido
estaba desesperado por parar
pero no podΓa
seria que acabarΓa quemΓ‘ndose en el infierno
por ser adicta al placer que sentΓa
cada vez que se entregaba a Γ©l
una caricia de Γ©l y ella
se convierte de santa a pecadora
here’s the English version of this poem:
poetry: short circuit
tuvimos un cortocircuito
y nuestro lucero de amor
se apago
ni siquiera queda una chispa
de la pasiΓ³n que alguna vez
compartimos
y me pregunto una vez mΓ‘s-
ΒΏSerΓ‘ que para mi, el amor
Siempre serΓ‘ algo como agua
que se escapa de mis manos?
I wrote this poem in August of 2023.

talking about how mental health is health is useless in times like these
times when someone takes their own life
not enough actions or preventative measures were taken
itβs always too late to say βthis was preventableβ
when really weβre all too selfish, too lazy to extend a helping hand
to someone in pain, to someone who is an enemy to himself
here’s the English version of this poem:
Poetry: Did I Ask For Your Advice?
los consejos y crΓticas de los otros
me hacΓan sentir como una fracasada
como que no estaba haciendo lo suficiente
para mejorarme
y cuando era una chava esto me volvΓa loca
pero ya que soy una seΓ±ora
me rio, tomo lo que ΓΊtil y rechazo lo demΓ‘s
y sigo con mi vida
here’s the English version of this poem:
Poetry: The Light
en un sueΓ±o lΓΊcido encuentro la esperanza
mi abuela me dice
βno te rindas, tu vida apenas estΓ‘ comenzandoβ
y de repente me despierto de la niebla
de la angustia existencial que he estado viviendo
I wrote this poem in July of 2022.

this time when I plant my garden of love
it will be a solo project
filled with seeds of only me
Seeds of my grief, seeds of my joy
Seeds of my sadness, seeds on my anger
Seeds of inspiration and it will bloom
into flowers of self worth
trees of empowerment
and plants of self love
this time when I till my garden
I wonβt allow anyone to distract me
This time when I maintain my garden
Iβll water it with the essence of myself
I wrote this poem in July of 2023.

Iβm comfortable in the land of i donβt know
and allow the universe and the source
tell me what I need
And i fall into faith and hope
that things will work out
no matter how many unexpected crooked left turns
I take
no matter how many times Iβm met
with obstacles and challenges
itβs all used to build my strength and resilience
Itβs all used to fill me up with wisdom
to take risks and live life fearlessly and unapologetically
to find my own happy ending
I wrote this poem in July of 2022.

Iβm not just a lesson learned, Iβm a whole education
my mood swings will teach you patience and self-control
and things about bipolar and BPD you never wanted to learn
Making love to me will give you a degree in the best WAPP
youβll ever experience
And when you break my heart and leave
Youβll earn your PhD in what happens when you fuck over
A Peruvian woman whoβs crazy
I wrote this poem in July of 2020.

The Darkness comes back
with a fierce strength
and takes over my mind
I want to run
I want to hide
But most of all I want to die
The Darkness comes back
like a hurricane
and wrecks my body and mind
and I donβt want to work
and I donβt want to talk
and I donβt want to breathe
The Darkness comes back
and not even the promise of love
keeps it away
I wrote this poem in July of 2023.

I collect crushes like little boys collect pokemon cards
Iβm addicted to the potential of love
without doing anything about it
except to occasionally test their waters
Nonchalantly sliding into their DMs
And posting a thirst trap selfie
and celebrating with a love song
when one of them likes it
or comments on it
hoping one of them sees past my salty poetry
hoping one of them is brave enough
to ask me out for coffee
and wants to get to know the real me