



I wrote this poem in April of 2022.

Dear future heartbroken me,
Sometimes it wonβt be you or even him
Sometimes things donβt work out
Itβs nothing to be obsessed about
Sometimes love isnβt enough
It doesnβt mean youβre not enough
Sometimes things end abruptly
and it’s not the end of your story
and sometimes you learn from it
And most of the time
it will serve to change your narrative


I wrote this poem in april of 2023.

I put my insecurities and fears on display for the world to see
itβs a most arduous task-itβs not for the weak
at first I thought it was crazy
it was me trying to get attention
it was me seeking validation
and while it may have been these things
it was also brave, courageous
to be so radically honest
about what unnerves me
Itβs how Iβve been able to heal
and claim my identity


I wrote this poem in April of 2022.

Thorny long stemmed burgundy red roses remind me of how Iβm loved
The beauty of the roses is how men admire me and fall for me
the burgundy red reminds me of how my heart bleeds after they leave me
and the sharp thorns stab my lungs as rejection and devastation sets in


I wrote this poem in april of 2023.

a red bird appeared to me in a dream
it carried the spirit of an ancestor I had never known
he told me to not get too comfortable in my current life
while itβs been a good life and I keep thriving
and making my dreams come true
I have even more room for improvement
my purpose is bigger than Iβve ever dreamed of
and through my storytelling
I will not just heal myself but help others
find their own path in their heroβs journey


I wrote this poem in April of 2022.

1)donβt try to change me
2)donβt try to save me
3)donβt put me up on an altar
4)donβt try to dim my light
5)donβt tell me you love me unless you mean it
6)donβt get mad when I make you into my muse


I wrote this poem in april of 2023.

my protective instinct rings loudly in me
I will protect everyone I love no matter what
even if I have to die for them to be safe
even if I have to leave them alone for them to have peace
of mind
their well being means everything to me
inside of me lies the heart of a lioness ready to roar
ready to protect everyone she loves



