
reopening my pandoraβs of trauma makes me tear the old version of me apart
makes me revisit parts of myself Iβd rather forget
and makes me angry at how my insanity was enabled
I know I should be compassionate, I know I should understand that the past
can no longer hurt me
but -oh-every time I open that pandoraβs box of trauma
the fire of self loathing and rage threatens to consume me
and while I could leave that pandoraβs box closed-
I have no choice but to open it over and over again
itβs one of the most important parts of my story
Emotional scars need to be ripped open and analyzed
to heal and make sense of who I am now
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