Poetry: Dying Innocence

I wrote this is 2006 in for my creative writing class. I wrote thinking about my sexuality when I was a teenager. I was hypersexual from a young age.

me in 2006-around the time I wrote this poem

She was an adult like sixteen years old
Hormones racing like the speed of light
These were bitter enemies of the cold
Powerful sensations she had to fight
Had the body of a mature woman
But the maturity of one she lacked
But still she chose a stranger man
He told her quickly β€œLie on your back.”
She was swiftly incapacitated
Gone forever, her norms and behavior
As her callow body palpitated
With her lengthy new found pleasure
And this was the unforeseen joyous end
Of her already dying innocence

PoesΓ­a: Desgraciado

For the English version of this poem,click on the link below:

https://lifeonthebpd.com/2021/11/13/poetry-pathetic-asshole/

siempre una lecciΓ³n

Tengo que decirte
eres un desgraciado
no supiste respetarme
Arrepiento haberte conocido
pensaba que eras mi amigo
pero ahora veo que eres mi enemigo
No quiero verte nunca mas
fuiste una desgracia mΓ‘s en mi vida
Te deseo muchos aΓ±os de miseria
Por llenarme de agonΓ­a

PoesΓ­a: Primera Cita

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https://lifeonthebpd.com/2021/11/04/poetry-first-date/

siempre el sitio al cual quiero volver

En nuestra primera cita
fuimos a las pelΓ­culas,
a comer, y caminamos bajo la luna
hablamos acerca de varias cosas
Mencionaste a alguien en Miami
pero sentimos una quΓ­mica intensa
fue algo irresistible
De alli nos besamos
A lo mejor eras algo prohibido para mi
pero prendiste un fuego dentro de mi
perdΓ­ mis valores y morales
y me somete al deseo inmenso
que sentia por ti

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