Letβs go to war with ourselves and speak our truth and heal unprocessed trauma within and face our fear and insecurities weβll walk out with confidence and feel empowered Weβll leave with versions of ourselves ready to reach our full potential and ready to love
I need to head back to the gym before my algorithm notices and starts sending me ads about BBLs and Ozempic I need to head back to the gym and make it part of my weekly routine instead of constantly standing still I need to head back to the gym, I need those endorphins now more than ever as another financial crises looms over me and I donβt know how to get under it give me 45 minutes at the gym to clear my head strategize about my next to make sure my family doesnβt fall into poverty
the consequences of being a hopeless romantic outweigh any rewards everytime I start to believe in love it never works out Everytime I start to believe in love it ends up in chaos and destruction and i try and try again only always to have the same ending and after 26 years of doing this-I donβt have it in me to endure another love failure someone who appears sure of me-only for them to change their mind about me on a whim the consequences of being a hopeless romantic has filled a dozen notebooks and journals with sorrow and grief
The world seems to be moving awfully swift these days and I can only seem to stand still against a wall that wonβt move I can only seem to be the hanged man in the tarot with an inertia that traps me into a hell of my own making
If you had a time machine and could send just one message to your past self, what would it say?
Me in October of 2022My poetry notebooks in 2022
To myself in 2022,
As I sit here in 2026 with the news of the 6th poetry acceptance, I’ll just tell you to never stop writing, never stop being yourself,Β never stop chasing your dreams and sharing your poetry.Β There is a place in the worldΒ for your simple verses and stanzas. There is community to be found online and locally. There will come a day like today that the path you chose as a writer, storyteller,Β and poet will one day be worth it. π₯³π₯³π₯³
Iβve tried to keep my life private but I have a talent for oversharing Especially when Iβm anxious Especially when Iβm drunk and youβll think itβs charming at first Until one day I explode and then youβll say goodbye And Iβll get super salty, cry, and write
My bra is the milkshake that brings men to my playground It gives me the cleavage that makes them feel like theyβre in love Theyβll claim it’s my words or my eyes they’re in love with , but letβs not kid ourselves Itβs really my majestic breasts that pop out with their own personalities they fuel their many exotic and erotic fantasies
my oldest son moved out in same week my youngest started high school people keep asking me how I am and honestly I donβt know yet all I know is there a major hole that keeps getting bigger and bigger and I call it partial empty nest syndrome
Sex is a work of art if you are in love- Two bodies entwined in a collaborative rhythm Two bodies matching energies that derive a great pleasure It presents a beautiful picture of ecstasy Anything else is just a mediocre sketch
The moon follows me on my drive home after open mic I try to take this as a good omen because lately I hold on to the darkness within let it fill me up until I ease into insanity gotta grasp at anything that looks like light otherwise my descent into madness never stops