I wrote this poem in September of 2022.

the plane slowly takes off
and I take flight with it
I leave behind past troubles,past trauma
and go on an adventure
to find healing and the best version of myself
I wrote this poem in September of 2022.

and the roses never wilted,
they just transformed into flowers
never seen before
for a while it looked like they were dying
as they slowly turned gray and then black
but then they bloomed into something different,
a unique kind of beautiful
I wrote this poem in September of 2025.

pill popper with a vacant gaze, all of the money in the world
couldnβt make her happy
that big house, her gerber blonde toddler son
couldnβt touch the numbness she felt
and so she popped xanax and oxycontin like candy
didnβt care who she was hurting
all she wanted to do was escape
the suburban hell she was living in
I wrote this poem in September of 2022.

gratitude taste like mamiβs sopa de pollo
gratitude smells like my loverβs cologne
gratitude feels like a warm hug from my son
gratitude sounds like my sisterβs car in my driveway
gratitude looks like me looking at the Goddess in the mirror
I wrote this poem in September of 2025.

sometimes I feel like I invade places Iβm not meant to be in
I feel too immigrant, too loud, too intense, too othered
but then I remember, Iβm not doing this just for me
Iβm doing this for all of the version before me
who couldnβt have ever imagined taking up spaces
in places that felt foreign to her
I wrote this poem in September of 2022.

I longed and longed and longed to feel whole
until I planted my feet on the soil I was born on
until I breathed the air my parents and ancestors inhaled
until I tasted flavors from almost a lifetime ago
I longed and longed and longed to feel whole
until I returned to my homeland
and it was the piece of the puzzle found
I needed to finally complete me
I wrote this poem in September of 2025.

Lukewarm response as I suggest coming to see you
and my gut tells me something is amiss
telling me you miss me
but dodge an opportunity to see me
Canβt say why or make plans to see me
and I change my relationship status to single
confused, frustrated
not understanding how I got here
almost begging another man for crumbs
of affection for the bare minimum
I wrote this poem in September of 2021.

I long to run free in a world free from prejudice and pride
I long to run free in a world free from judgment and ignorance
I long to run free in a world that accepts people like me
I long to run free in a world where Iβm not hypervigilant
about toning myself down
I wrote this poem in September of 2019 in response to El Paso Walmart Shooting on August 3rd of 2019. Here is a link to it : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2019_El_Paso_Walmart_shooting

he came for my people
followed the rhetoric of our hate fueled president
men, women, children killed in cold blood
because they were the wrong race, the wrong color
spoke the wrong language
he came for βUSβ
the so-called invaders
him at just 21 years old filled with hatred from head to toe
brainwashed by white supremacy
twenty two lives taken as a consequence of a monstrous ideology
twenty two families who will forever grieve and mourn
the neverending sorrow loss of their loved ones taken too soon
twenty two families with an infinity of questions and no real answers
and as usual the useless thoughts and prayers come,
and the law makers are the worst,
making empty promises to fight this American epidemic
but after a few days, they will forget like everyone else
itβs no longer a question of why this happened
ttβs become a question of when will be the next time
I wrote this poem in August of 2022.

My jealousy is green and monstrous-
Its big and dramatic
Itβs almost epic and iβm like dammit
I wish I wasnβt like this
but maybe itβs time to accept it
itβs not that Iβm toxic
Or that something is wrong with me
I just need a lover who only has eyes for me,
who doesnβt think about other options
when heβs with me
whoβs so obsessed with me,
Iβm like the air he needs to breathe
in order to live