She’s an American I’m an immigrant She loves Trump I’m a borderline socialist She believes in money and brand names I believe in love and poetry Born from the same womb But living in different worlds She’s upper middle class I’m working class She’s latina when it suits her I’m latina every single day She’s the definition of assimilation I get called out by HR for being too Peruvian She’s the American Dream And I’m the immigrant
I actually started writing this poem sometime in 2017 and finished it in January 2020. A big part of my identity is being an immigrant. This poem was inspired by the hardships and struggles I’ve seen my parents and other immigrants go through. This poem was also inspired by the Trump administration and the xenophobia that was felt in my life during that time.
immigration leads to discrimination of immigrants into this so called united nation the ones with brown skin and dark eyes justice to them is greatly denied xenophobia is the driving sensation
their bosses sing a song called exploitation and they hum along to it to live in this democratic nation they leave their language and culture behind to endure the american lie but don’t quite fit into the gringo equation
Is their sacrifice worth so much separation from their families, their language, and their nation? Ah-America – the land of the free yet none of them are truly free living in a soulless and consumerist society
you donate to endless non profits, sit on boards of organizations that want to bridge communities together, you volunteer at the soup kitchen or as a mentor for underprivileged at risk kids you share your stories of trauma and you do all of this telling yourself I want to help others I want to be a healing light this cesspool of a world desperately needs and despite dozens of explanations I’ll ask you are you doing it to help others or are you doing it to fuel your ego? are you doing out of the purest of intentions to make a difference or to make yourself feel better about your mediocre first world privilege existence?
This is a poem I wrote in July. I was angry when I wrote it. Lol.
me on the 4th of July with my kiddo
celebrating a country that rips babies apart from their parents and takes away rights from the marginalized and makes anyone who’s not white and christian feel unwelcome feels like the cruelest irony it’s celebrating genocide, racism, prejudice, xenophobia, and white supremacy it’s celebrating everything atrocious and wrong about this country it almost feels like a personal violation of my beliefs to celebrate the hypocrisy of this country founded on genocide and slavery who claims liberty and justice for all but “all” is really white, christian and male so I’m passing on this year’s 4th of July celebrations because except for a small portion of Americans no one can claim true freedom or independence in this American Land