SO …I’m a hyper sexual person at times. My sex drive tends to be intense and insatiable. I use to think that it was both a blessing and a curse but now I really accept that it’s part of who I am and I’m no longer ashamed or feel guilty about it. This poem from 2015 is about me really enjoying blowjobs.

What most women loathe

I have learned to love

Maybe it’s our long term connection 

And our mutual appreciation

Or maybe it’s uncontrolled lust

That makes pleasing you a must 

The way my lips and tongue

Slowly encounter every

Delicious inch of you

Drives my crazy,

Drives me mad, 

I must have all of you

So I take you deeper in my throat

And as I hear you

Moan, I find a sense 

Of heaven that excites me

For once you are vulnerable

To me and that’s not how it usually is

I know that you are about to reach

Your point of ecstasy

And somehow that feels 

Empowering to me…

I happily take you 

In my hand while my mouth

Fucks the top of you

Slowly and then fast

As I feel you about  to burst

You’re almost there baby

Within seconds of exploding 

And then I taste your sweet liquid 

Fill up my mouth

I feel you tremble like

An aftershock 

And satisfaction

Is written all over your face

As I swallowed every 

Drop of you

You awkwardly hand me a napkin

And I graciously take it

We hold each other 

In the aftermath                                                        

Of your explosion